things are happening. i can’t even attempt a coherent post at this point, so i won’t. te’s here; it’s pretty great. i’m getting words for thoughts i thought made me crazy, or at least a person with inescapably inexplicable thoughts/doubts/fears. i’m learning a lot, growing a lot, really fast. i have nothing particularly profound to say – only vague. i’m good at vague. i’ve been keeping up with writing things down. i’ll expand on some of them in here soon. life’s scary, but fear can be productive. or maybe that’s just baseless way of making myself feel better for now.

i already knew i’d fallen apart
but that’s the first time i noticed
that i was
slowly
but surely
coming back together.

i’ve been waiting months to say that.